My Great Journey

I went out the other day in search of a new house for myself. An investment for myself and for the future. House one gave me the creeps. House two was so open but needed some TLC. House three was good and had a great view of a…. cemetery.  House four was BEAUTIFUL…on the inside and had a Porkey’s next door. mMm delicious fat sandwiches but awful busy street.

And house five was a dream. Everything that I could ever want and more. Tall and lovely outside. White with black shutters. My mailbox was a tree. A big giant huggable TREE. The inside had a fireplace and the rooms were huge. There was a patio in the back. Small yard front and back with less maintenance. And the best part of all was the fact that it was in a cul-de-sac. I’ve always wanted to live in a cul-de-sac. 

When you find a home you love it just feels right. No matter the cracks on the wall or the worn out hardwood floor. But sadly it was just not possible for me and I have to let this one go. I hope to find the same feeling but I will never forget that experience. 

On the upside through this experience I now know who I can count on to always be my side even though I don’t always notice. My parents were offering to help get me this house. They offered to pull their reserves and find a way if it absolutely mattered to me. I would have said yes in a heartbeat but I’d rather not be a burden. There will always be another place to feel like home but there will never be another set of parents like mine. 

[[ Couldn’t find the credit, this isn’t mine. ]]

But look how cute! :D 

Current song on replay. :D *dances around*

Touch her cheek, it’s so soft. Look at her hands! So small. Her feet fit in the palm of my hands. Did she smile? Was that a smile?! Oh no, now she’s frowning. She’s moody already. Oh my God she just sneezed. That’s so adorable. She smells so good. It’s that baby smell. I wonder if she’s dreaming while she sleeps. She falls asleep so fast. I wonder what she’s dreaming about. 

I wonder if those dreams will come true. I hope she dreams big and changes the world even a little even though she already did. 

Guess you can’t really make a small thing out of a brand new bundle of future. 

Welcome to the world little Charlize. You beautiful little girl. Look at all the love your getting. 

It can’t get anymore real than knowing that a friend of yours just had a baby. We’re not kids anymore. Let me sit on that idea for a while. I’ll be sitting for a while….

So I’ve decided one day that I should have a hobby again. The only bad part about that is….I’ve decided on way too many to start.  

Baking. Playing the piano. Sewing. Drawing. 

Maybe I should try focusing on one. =/ But which one? 

…is to wake up every morning and see a sunrise over an ocean. 

thedailywhat:

Green Lantern Fan Art of the Day: “Right on RAGE” by Caldwell Tanner.

In brightest day, in blackest night,

always obey traffic lantern’s light.

[blogwell.]

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thedailywhat:

Geof Kern.

[zeutch.]

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This is why you should really log off facebook. Because if I find it…it will be spammed. ^_^ 

I have officially become a deviant artist ;) 

Mwahahahaha. Now to work on drawing properly =x hahaha.